Like a dream.
Exams just ended 2 weeks ago. The weeks before it ended were dreadful. The long wait and constant pressure to study and do well were miserable. I was really worried during that period of time as I didn’t know whether i could actually remember everything that I’ve studied. Nonetheless, it went pretty well i must say. Let’s just hope my results will be as close to my target as possible. Anyway, today is the last day of my very short holiday and tomorrow will be the first day of my attachment. I’m not really excited due to the fact that I’ve to wake up early everyday and of course the place where the company is located is really wrong. At least I’m staying at hougang, those staying at jurong or the other side of Singapore are much more worst than me, so i shouldn’t be complaining.
Recently, I’ve just finished reading a book about a person having multiple personalties without her even knowing that. This means that she can change into a totally different person without her knowing anything. There’s nothing fun about this because her alters went around killing people without her knowing about it. I’m just amazed that this world has many many weird people. I went to surf the internet the other day and found out that there is such an infection that would cause a human to be like a tree. It’s like they would have tree barks on their skins and all over their bodies and just the look of it was disgusting, seriously. But it was really unfortunate of them to get such a disease.
I didn’t know why I would want to blog again after such a long time, I just had an urge to blog. It’s like I have something to tell but I have no one to talk to. I’m not trying to say that I do not have any friends to talk to but how should i put it? Talking to guys is weird. It’s tough to explain what I feel. I think I’ve created an image of myself as a person joking around all the time and not being serious and nowadays people tend to think that I’m always lying. I think i lie too much. HAHAHA. Just to apologize to anyone if I’ve said something rude to them. My mouth tends to move faster than my brain and sometimes apologizing is hard, so I’ll take this chance to apologize to anyone that I’ve been insolent to. I doubt anyone would see this because no one knows that I’m blogging again. I think I need to change to avoid people thinking that I’m a person who just jokes around.
Like before, I’m still studying Korean but maybe not that much nowadays because i do not have much time to even watch the variety shows that I intend to watch. My Korean has improved quite abit i must say but it’s still far from my target. My aim is to be able to speak in Korean and watch Korean variety shows without the aid of any subs. Sounds easy by just saying it but you need to put a hell lot of effort in order to accomplish this. I’m very into languages recently and I intend to learn Japanese really soon. However, there are alot of restraints like time. I have my attachment now, it’ll be hard to even find time to learn Korean. Let’s see how it goes, I think I should finish up Korean first before even attempting any language. I’m afraid I might get confused and mix up all the languages. I’ve also just started my driving lessons, so finding time to learn Korean will not be easy but I do not want to make learning Korean a chore. My interest will die off if I force myself so it’ll be better if I study when I’ve the mood to do so. And seohyun really impresses me, she has such a hectic schedule and she still manages to learn languages such as English and Japanese so quickly. She is really an innocent and honest girl. There’s much to learn from her.
I’ll end of here. Let’s hope my attachment will go smoothly.
